i am selfish...

i am me...
not prefect... in shape or mind...
i see myself in the mirror...
i hate what i see...
i am a tease...
i am hurt...
i hurt...
never love me...
all i will do is left you up...
then break you down...
i will lead you to believe i am only into you...
but then i will ripe out your heart...
i want to change but this is just what i do...
i get attatched...
then i numb up and drop you like you didnt matter...
its just what i do...
i have been hurt and i have cried over my actions....
but i cant stop...
i am selfish...
so please stop and think before you come to close....