you would never know...

in this group of three i'm the one who feels left out.... im the one hanging on for dear life.... it's not that i care all the time... its just when i do my emotions take over... and i feel buried in jealously.... im try and dig my way back up to fresh air... but everytime i go to take a deep breathe your foot crushes me down to the ground.... im not sure how to react.... find new friends... or fix the situtation... whatever i do i want you to know your hurting me with the simple things you say.... i want these feeling to leave.... i want to be needed... so need me and want me around.... ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!