these complex situations

-for you-
i dont want you to treat me like your life source...
but it would be nice to know you care...
i dont want you to be afraid to touch me...
but i dont want to feel thats not all you want from me...
i dont want you to just sit and listen to my problems...
but it would be nice if you at least knew my ambitions...
i dont want to lay next to you knowing we are so different...
but i do want to cuddle with you beliving we're one...
i dont want to set here and pretend we know each other...
but instead i want to stand here and know what your thinking...
i dont want to play make believe...
but i want you to be my prince...
i dont want to be just another girl...
but i know thats what you think...
however... i know im not...
i am me...
not her...
i am unique... and loving...
i desire better...
i desire to be desired...
i desire to want to be known...
to be called... to be talked to...


i thought these would be different then before...



you will never get inside my head...