be honest with me...

i have so many dreams...

there is so much i want to do before i die...

heres some of my list:

1. lead i group of people to God

2. show one of my best friends how much God loves her...

3. have my artr work in a museum...

4. go ski diving...

5. fall in love

6. become a youth pastor

7. be a therapist

8. get married

9. have a daughter...

10. adopt 4 kids... one from peru, thailand, iraq, south korea....

11. have a date at adam's cafe

12. break my arm...

13. pray for at least 12hours straight...

14. have a kiss in pouring rain!

15. stay out all night watching the stars...

16. pray with my husband...

17. gain confidence...

18. be in a beauty pagent...

19. talk on stage about my experinces with having an achocolic father...

20. talk infront of the kids at my school about how God has changed my life...

21. travel to greece with my mom...

22. speak 5 langauages.... french, english, spanish, hebrew, and italian... (and more!)

23. packback through europe...

24. help gain peace in the middle east...

25. talk to g. w. bush...

26. i want to be held like its all someone needs...

27. go on hikes...

28. stay up all night talking...

29. shave my head for someone i know that has cancer...

30. run a marthon...

31. become i great role model...

32. feel like others believe in me!

33. walk sleep and talk in a christain way...

34. go to cafes

35. concerts! see a ton of them!

36. hang out in a hippy town...

37. go on tons of mission trips

38. meet my compassion kid

39. join the army

40. work at whole foods and jamba juice...

41. feel the wind through my air

42. be able to drive...

43. be a famous chef...

44. go pick pumkins and apple with my love!

45. have a picnic in a park...

46. bbq with family...

47. forgive my dad...

48. forget about how i ruined my family... and remeber that everything is coming back to together...

49. get good grades...

50. get an "a" in math!

51. stay healthy.

52. go to the tomatoe festival in spain.

53. fall in and out of love...

54. have fun!

55. make money...

56. cry with someone whos husband died in iraq...

57. understand why people love to drink...

58. get lost in someones eyes...

59. i want to know how my grandpa hurt his kids...

60. baptist my family...

61. baptist a friend...

62. thanks my parents for everything they do for me...

64. make them proud to have me as their daughter...

65. appercaite all the things my mom gave up for me...

66. let my mom be free of me... so she can do what she wants...

67. explain to my family how much they've hurt me...

68. stop bottling up my feelings...

69. be proud of myself...

70. go on a road trip...

71. go to hawaii again!

72. surf!

73. scuba dive and snorkle...

74. go sailing and fish...

75. meet the man of my dreams...

76. have my dream apartment!

77. go to texas christain or hope unv.

78. create my own unique style...

79. create my own desert...

80. stay the night in a grave yard..

81. play hide and go seek in the dark in a forest...

82. be in the middle of a mosh- pit...

and well... thats all i have for now!