all right...

all i got as a good bye is "all right"...
truly... i desire better... i mean we took a vote... and he was voted off the island...
i leave on my mission trip tomorrow... i will be gone for 2 weeks, which he didnt really even realize, and the last time i saw him was 3 days ago... i have taken all i can take.... i have invited him over time and time again... but nothing... he cant even take the time to call me back... i do try... and i do desire better...
i invited him over and he was like ok... whos going to be there... "no one just me and you..."
"o."
what guy seriously doesnt want to hang out with his "girlfriend" (i use that phrase lightly, cause i doubt thats what he calls me) alone, the night before i leave for 2 weeks... i guess i just never meant that much to him... weirdly enough that makes me want it more...
but listen to this... this happened just i a few minutes ago....
our last convo (fyi: i did the calling):
me: hey
him: what?
me: just calling to say goodbye...
him: ok...
me: i have to get up at 2 so i guess i'll talk to you when i get back from peru...
him: all right bye...
...click...
end of conversation...

i should of told him what i was thinking....
-thoughts at this moment-
1. why dont you ever want to hang out with me alone? am i that boring?
2. am i just thgat ugly? i mean you cant even take the time to call me back?
3. do you just not care? are you only in this because your friend is going out with my friend?
4.... are you just not that into me?
5. am i really this pissed over you/this?