im sorry

Im sorry I said such evil things
everything just came out wrong,
Im sorry I wasnt there we you needed me
I just thought you didnt want me there,
Im sorry I have been such I crappy friend
I should of been there,
but there is no going back in time
so just know that Im thinking of you, praying for you, and that Im sorry
maybe one day...
maybe not
I cant see the future
so Im just going to live for the now.
I will always be there and Im sorry...
I really wish i had the courage to come and talk to you before,
I just dont want to make it any harder for you now.
I know you've cried and just know so have I.
I do miss "us,"
But it will be okay...
and maybe just maybe...
one daywe can sit and talk...
just let me know when that one day is.