i cryed....

my best friend wrote this about me...
Chels….Holy crap, where do I start, where do I start……..We have been through So much together that I could not even begin to picture my life without you in it. You are there for me when my life is going great, but you never bail out in me when it is not going out as planned. You know things about me that I would dare not even tell people and I trust you with everything. You have lectured me for the mistakes that I have made, yet you still do not look down upon me. You made me realize that everybody makes a mistake and that I need to just keep going and not give up on life. Otherwise, I know for a fact I would have given up long long ago. You are always telling me what is right and what is wrong and even if I do not listen or me and Savannah tease you for always trying to do what is right, I just want you to know that I seriously look up to you. You are one of the most caring teenagers I know, I wish I could be more like you. I know that you always say “oh Kara, I’m jealous of you cuz of this and this and this.” But seriously, you are such a great person, better than what I could ever imagine myself to be. I have gone through a lot of problems lately that have caused so much stress and crap in my life and you have not left me hanging all by myself. You have supported me not matter what I have done, from my love for being in the band (J , which you do not tease me about, well not always anyways) to the really bad decisions that I have made in my life. I could go on forever giving you praise, but I think that I have made my point. I love you more than words can ever begin to explain and I would absolutely fall apart without you!
this completely lifted my spirit
write again later

friends...

have you ever felt completely lost in your own high school....? have you ever felt more at home with a group of strangers, than your own friends...?
i'm lost.... i have no clue where i am....
i dont even know myself or my best friend any more....

a few days later....
NOW ON A COMPLETLY HAPPY NOTE:
I AM GOING TO PERU THIS SUMMER.... i got my letter... i'm really looking forwad to going but i jave to first i must raise 3,500 dollars.... yes American dollars.... so my mom and i have been trying to talk the church into giving us money.... but today we went to the misson meeting and reicived some happy and sad news.... they have a ton of new mission trips set up... one for youth... im completly excited...!!!! i hope i can help set... i also know i can go to CIY... totally rad.... but .... it turns out they dont have any money to help support me to go to Peru... but they said they will help me fundrais....
my mom and i are going to write letters to friends and family asking for donations, and we are going try and raise money at the church and sell dog biskits..... well im typed... i might write tomorrow.... please pray for my famliy and i.... and i'll be praying....
God bless
chels
p.s. please comment if you have fundraising ideas!

memoirs of a geisha and tristin and islode

these movies are great... i loved them both... but seeing them in the same weekend depreesed me!....
quotes:

Memorable Quotes from Tristan & Isolde (2006)
Isolde: How many did you love before me?
Tristan: None.
Isolde: And after me?
Tristan: None.

Tristan: With every look he gives you I get sicker and sicker.
Tristan: What's your name?
Isolde: Oh, I think it's better if we don't bother with names.

Isolde: I want to that there's more to this life, and I can't know that if they kill you [she Kisses Tristan]

Tristan: Your marriage will end a hundred years of bloodshed. Isolde: [crying] My marriage to *another* man!

obession

i really like this guy but i ahve a boyfriend, and this guy doesnt even no i'm alive...what to do what to do..... the worst part about it is that my boyfriend appears to reall like me... yea know??? totally confused... but i mean the other guy would never go out with me anyway so why should i worry??? help some one out there!

hello/ goodbye

is the best band i know!!!!
they rock my socks.... their songs are about love...

hello/goodbye

hello everyone... today i realized friendships dont always remain the same... they change like the wind... and spark up like matchs... i just wanted to say hello to the new year... i hope it will be full of enchantment and love... and i want to say good bye to my overly jealous feeling! i want to break free... and be incredible happy again... im ready to be happy and have fun... i want to do track and run... i want to paint and draw... i want to GO TO PERU!!! AND CHICAGO!!!yessssss.......

urbandictionary.com is my new toy...

here are some definitons of "new cool" words:

TUBULAR: used mostly in the 80's, or by people mocking the 80's to describe something 'awesome' or 'excelent' ie, good.
teenage mutant ninja turtles say -'that's totally tubular dudette'

RAD: An abbreviation of 'radical'--a term made popular by the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Still primarily used by people on the West Coast who find words like 'cool', 'awesome', and 'tight' to be tired and overused; 'rad' is generally considered to be a much higher praise than the aforementioned superlatives. Also used as a general expression of awe.
"Those are some rad shoes."
"Oh, RAD."

RIGHTEOUS: Containing the best possible attributable qualities.
Oh, man, that lasagna was righteous!

MONDO: A word that may be used as either an adjective or a noun.As an adjective:Used to describe a person or thing that is extremely flamboyant in nature.As a noun:A person that has very feminine qualities. May also be used to describe a variety of squeeze drinks.Variations:mondoness, mondolicious
adj."That kilt is so mondo!"
nounPerson: "You're such a mondo!"
Drink: "Let me take a sip of that mondo

SWEET: Something that is awesome
That was so sweet what you just

super tubular 80's lingo!

80's lingo is so much more interesting than todays "ghetto" lingo!.... by the way the word: lingo is my new word!!!

Tubular: This is the most popular of the ancient language of the 80s. Rarely do you ever hear someone say it today. And if you do hear someone say it, you think that they're nerdy or dorky. They're definitely not popular. The chances of going on a date with them is in the negative range. The chances that you are going to beat them to a pulp in the most convient alley way are high. Well, I must say! If you think someone is untubular for saying the word "tubular", then you, my dear friend, are very untubular!

Radical: This is one of the hybrid of mongrel types of lingo. It can be pronounced as "rad" or "radical". Either way is fine. Once in a while, you will hear people say this. It is much more common than tubular.

Gnarly: Now this is the perfect word of the 80's lingo. It sounds gross and fury. If there was a monster that was gross and fury, it would be called a gnarly. It is commonly used by overweight, 40 year old men with mullets who wear shirts too big and pants too small.

Bodacious: This is more of a surfer slang than 80's lingo, but still, it is an important part of 80's lingo. It is very special. It has that "asch" sound in it. It sounds smooth, slick, and totally in-line. Bodacious is term used to describe something that is gnarly, rad, or tubular.

Mondo: Now this is really an ancient piece of 80's lingo. In fact, it's so ancient, it's 70's lingo! By the mid-80's, this slang word had died and remained unused entirely. The lost knowledge of this ancient language was believed to be lost, but thanks to my ingenius memory, I was able to bring back this component. Something that is mondo is simply something that is great. "That's mondo, man!" claims someone describing a surfer doing a special trick. Obviously, the man who invented this word "mondo" is comparable to Descartes and George Washington. He was both brilliant and bold.

hope you have an amused day....