beaucoup d'amour

mon vrai amour quand fera je vous trouve je cherche partout, mais je vous vois non où si quand vous me voyez àtravers la pièce est venu à moi me dis je suis beau me dire vous avez cherché m'attendant de me trouver et me dit que im beau me dit vous aimez mes défauts medisent vous m'aimez j'aurai raison ici attendant

things i love

i love...
being a Christain....
my mom...
my best friends...
singing at the top of my lungs....
expressing my really feelings in artwork...
sappy love songs...
driving in the car with the windows down...
feeling emotion....
depressing country music...
dancing around the house...
food...
coloring in little kid coloring books...
baking cookies when im stressed...
fresh cut flowers...
spining around in the rain...
playing in the dark...
german chocolate...
french class...
grass on bare feet...
sand in my toes...
spanish culture...
my compassion kid...
puppies...
the color green...
loveing...
living...
feeling my heart beat...
drawing...
running the 100 and jumping hurdles...
feeling beautiful...
being by myself...
chilling with old friends...
talking on the phone...
meeting new people...
camps...
youth confrences...
the sun shine...
being tan...
tanning...
change...
cutting my hair...
coloring my hair...
getting my nails done...
painting my toes...
wearing flip flops...
mexican food...
spending money...
helping others...
making money...
traveling...
listening to others talk...
camping...
rock climbing...
family bbq's...
extended family...
the Army...
the coast guard...
hope unviersity...
TCU...
black and white photos....
not having homework...
being out of school...
experincing new cultures...
being white, asian, and spanish...
loving...

my art work...

here is a taste of something i sketched last hour...

the theory behind the drawing is... we are free to love, to hurt, to feel, to complain, and most of all we are free to be...
its hard to watch others hurt but people ultimately have the choice to feel what they want... and truely if we didn't experience different emotions we'd all be numb... never feeling anything...
the more i mull it over, the more i believe i wouldn't change the times i've loved and lost.... those times have shaped me into the person i am today...

love...

Love has several different meanings in the English language, from something that gives a little pleasure ("I loved that meal") to something for which one would die for (patriotism, pair-bonding). It can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. In ordinary use, it usually refers to interpersonal love. As an experience usually felt by a person for another person, it is commonly considered impossible to describe. Dictionaries tend to define love as deep affection or fondness.[1] In colloquial use, according to polled opinion, the most favoured definitions of love include the words:[2]

i cant believe it...

i cant beleive her parents dont like me... they said that she isnt allowed to come over anymore because im fake and a bad influence on her... yeah okay whatever... i truely dislike it when people dislike me... it drives me crazy... i mean we are best friends and her parents dont even like me... they wont even let her come over for bibke study on tuesdays... im totally and utterly pissed... and im going to over analazy the situation... because thats the way i am.... i pick and pick at a situation until i feel better... but this one is going to drive me crazy... lol... actually i doubt it but anyways i just wanted to write that down before i freak out even more....