my leg.
its healed, but it wont go away.
im ok with that though.
its a memory. and i love that memoery!

quiz of the day
The eSPIN Personality TestRESULT: Kiss MagnetYou're a total charmer - people can't help to be drawn to you. Despite your sweet and innocent demeanor, though, you've got a total tough side. You might pretend you don't know you're charming, but good lord, do you know it. That said, you're generally a nice person and you see good qualities in the people around you. Which is a lot of the reason you're so attractive. You make people feel good, which makes them feel good about you. Keep it up, kissy!

she just sat and talked for a hour and thirty minutes about nothing, just random thoughts. this made her think. it took her to a place where she could breath. she was back. one longer was she so down on life. but she doesnt know if this is a good thing or not. she doesnt want to go back to that same person. its just the conversation just flowed in a good direction...
she could final speak again,
she was losening up again.
its ok to talk to people...

its okay to be lost,
because i will find you.
its okay to want to be needed,
because i will use you.
its okay to make mistakes,
because i have already forgiven you.

i want to be real
i want to be someone,
laying down my pride at the foot my king.
i want to be whole
i want be be used,
learning in your name.
i know my heart wants to fill you near
i know i was put here to do something bigger
this is my desire... it be used by you!

why i cry.

i cry when i feel alone.

i cry when hes drunk.

i cry when im upset.

i cry when im mad.

i cry when im nervous.

i cry when im scared.

i cry when i am feeling hurt.

i cry when i feel unloved.

i cry when im sad.

i cry when im missing someone.

i cry when im in love.

i cry when im loved.

i cry when im happy.

crying is just my way of expressing myself. so its ok when i cry, just be there to comfort me in the good and bad

i think everything is going to turn out okay,
i know it appears like im falling apart,
i think im finding out who i am,
i am happiest when im at church,
i feel loved, useful, and comftable...
but im okay...
dont worry...