i live in my own world

i live in my own world...
my world is filled with dreams...
dreams of love and laughter...
dreams of photos and painting...
dreams of traveling and concerts...
dreams of money and church....
dreams of kids and calflower...

My birthday weekend...

i have the best mom ever... she took me to chicago for my birthday to go shopping... it was completely fun...
i love greek town and china town.... awwwww... relaxing...
thats me looking like crap and eating.... yummy...









thats my desert in greek town.... so completly yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!

CYNDER!!!!

cynder- gosh this little 6 year old is one of the strongest girls i've ever met.... gosh this girl has been threw so much... her mom is a druged out person who abandoned her... she now lives with my aunt and uncle.... she has a little sister who lives there to... its really her half sister.... she never sees her mother... and when she does she hates... see her mother tryed to throw her out of the car while going down the rode ( and her 4 month, at the time, sister).... cynder is extremely smart and knows what her mom did was wrong.... everyone around her is always telling her, her mom is a complete physco and she should hate her....
thie poor girl is only 6... she is going to grow up not truely understanding her moms problems and hating her mom for the rest of her life.... (not to mention her real dad is in jail... and she calls my other uncle, her sisters dad, her dad)(this uncle is also very unstable... doesnt take care of either of the childern, but everyone else in the family does!!!.... its way to cray...)
well truely i just want you guys to keep these two girls in your mind and prays... pray that they will have strengh and understanding!!!!!

thanks....

so gross!!!!

im sleeping in theses peoples living room b;zfl;jfSNdljknv;jzlkdnv;jnv;kjnv;jxkcnv;JKCn;JKCNV;KJCnv
all i here is laughing.... theres no roof to the rooms... who does that???? weird situtation